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Monday, September 28, 2009
Testimony On a Past Life Regression Experience
My first Past Life Regression (PLR) therapy with Toni has been a fascinating experience, what she has done for me is truly amazing and breath-taking! I am really grateful for all the powerful healing work that she did for me during the regression session... it was an enlightening experience (it clarifies and reassure some of my emotions and thoughts about myself) and most importantly she helped to heal my "upsetting" soul…
Admittedly, when I first decided to do a PLR, I was afraid of what I might discover and more importantly, I was afraid that I would not be able to do it (there are a few occasions when I entered into such deep trance that I fell asleep during my hypnotherapy sessions (not with Toni of course)! The other concern was the energy blockage that I suspected I could have which could well deter me from the regression.
Toni’s relaxing and assuring induction led me into a trance swiftly. She did a scan for any energy that does not belong to me. She was quick to detect several intrusive energies and after completing her “work” in “sending” them away, I could immediately feel a sense of release.
Toni started the therapy by asking me to progress into a life which had an impact in my current life. I was lost for a while… “Oh no… now what?” I thought. My mind went totally blank… its like sitting in a cinema in total darkness and within a blink of a second, a Qing Dynasty Princess “appeared on-screen” She was dressed in a maroon-red Manchu costume with sparrow embroidery and black trimmings at the side with a pair of white high-heeled clogs with flowers embroidery. She was standing alone in what appears to be her chamber. There was no motion or sound… it’s like watching a movie scene being set at “pause”.
My first immediate thought that came to mind...(so my conscious mind is still at work!) “Is this my imagination or have I really regressed?“ Before I could figure out, a series of images slowly unfold as Toni regressed and guided me in a steadfast yet non-intruding manner, probing all the right questions, at the right time.
Long story short, the Princess was upset with herself and her father, the Emperor for forcing her to marry someone whom she had no feelings for. She felt helpless and hopeless, eventually she decided to take her own life and hanged herself to death. She ended her life with a lot of grievances and brought along her feelings of anger, loneliness and helplessness.
The regression surfaced and addressed some of the emotional issues that I encounter and the physical discomfort and pain that had been a hindrance to my well-being in my current life.
Throughout the regression process, I could feel Toni’s connection with me all the time, not only did she release me from the emotional struggle and physical pain which I experience during the regression, she was so swift in detecting my uneasiness and discomfort on a few instances that she reinstated my draining energy by channeling her healing energy to my body and brought it back to balance.
The most obvious relief from the therapy was the disturbing physical strain of the "twisted neck" tension which extends all the way down my back to my left feet which I had been experiencing for years somehow disappear! (I always thought it was due to my stress and bad body posture). The strain on my left eye, which often triggers my migraine was relieved... I have been feeling really good and energetic for the past few days after the session and I could feel my body healing at all levels, day by day.
To be honest, I was still slightly doubtful about the experience and was not sure if the “characters” in my regression session was "made up" by my subconscious mind. However I rationalized that its not so important since the most critical aspect is the learning that I gathered from those past lives which heighten the awareness and release of those karmic actions and thoughts... and applied them in the current life.
However I got swept away in the third morning after my regression session by moments of astonishing truth when my daughter, who could not hold down her curiosity, went in search for the identity of "the princess" in the internet. We discovered that all the historical facts were in sync with my experience during the regression!!
I know that's not the point of the regression session but I cannot contain my excitement and hoped to share the amazing findings so that this could serve as a testimony for some who are still skeptical about past life regression.
Monday, September 14, 2009
As the saying goes "We expect a different result by doing the same thing over and over again"...well that it's possible. When something has gone wrong in the past...a bad relationship, a bad business or any other personal or professional failure, instead of learning from it and considering if there was a lesson for us in that, we prefer to subside it by means of distraction, crying, drinking, shopping, depression or anything and slowly, with time, fall in the same trap again. In the case of professional failures, its easier for people to learn lessons because there is objectivity involved and the success and failures are measurable but in the case of personal failures, it's important to trace patterns of failure or incompleteness, its important to find out why a certain thing happened to you before you let it go from your life...it's important to accept your present in the absence of that thing or person and yet, know what is it that you learnt to help you deal with a similar situation again.
The Future can be better, happier and more peaceful and all it requires is for us to operate from NOW, from the present moment. Only carry the lessons learnt from the past and not the instances / emotions / feelings, suffering / wounds...anything else...travel light into the new future which will be better and brighter once it is not more in the shadow of the past.
The present is always happy and powerful...and that is all that is true...rest is all an illusion...everything there is...it is in this moment...so live it every bit :)
Monday, August 31, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me..
Once when we were
sitting at the edge of a swimming pool,
she filled the palm of her hand with
some water and held it before me, and said this:
"You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."
This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and
allow it to remain there, it will always be there.
However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to
posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.
This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they
try to posses it,they demand,
they expect...and just like the water spilling
out of your hand, love will retrieve from you .
For love is meant to be free,you cannot change its nature.
If there are people you love,
allow them to be free beings.
Give and don't expect.
Advise, but don't order.
Ask, but never demand.
It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to
It is the secret to true love.
To truly practice it, you must
sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love,
and yet an unconditional caring."
Passing thought.... Life is not measured by the number of breaths we
take; but by the moments that take our breath away.....
It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime
Sunday, August 23, 2009
"You do what you do best and the universe will take care of the rest" is something that really moved and inspired me from one of Reena's t-shirts. It makes a lot of sense I thought.
Now silly of me that I wrote so much about all the students but missed the most amazing teacher. I am sure you must be wondering who was the one who lead us through this journey. Well Toni as we call her...an awesome woman I must say. One doesn't come to know her potential all at once but slowly and slowly when she revealed herself and her true abilities...I sort of kept thinking...how can she know so much and be so wise all the time :). As Steve rightly mentioned, its great to have a teacher who can hold your hand and take you through the journey of self discovery...because if she would only lead, we could still get lost. I am so looking fwd to our Past Life Regression training since I can only imagine of Toni is so good, Andy (Andy Tomlinson - Author of "Exploring the Eternal Soul" and "Healing the Eternal Soul") would be ever better.
Now coming to what I learnt. I learnt all about how to make people loose weight(specially if they have a strong want yet can't get to do it somehow...even the lazy ones :), to stop smoking, to make one stress free, confidence building / ego boost as they would call it and a lot of other amazing areas where hypnotherapy has a huge success rate. So, yes...I am officially capable of helping people in all of the above and it feels great!
I am so looking fwd to my first hypnotherapy session today :)
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
However, I would relate to Love as a State of being. The completeness of being. The end of search. It is a point wherein a person knows there is nothing amiss in his or her life, there are no boundaries, no walls, total freedom to be whatever in total peace and contentment.
i quite agree with it and dont see any anomaly with it. the easiest mistake we all make is when we start having an emotional dependancy on another and describe it as love. When we start relying on another to make us happy, not realising that love is not about bondage of being together in body, of longings and loneliness which are negative emotions but its all about being in a peaceful or restful state of mind in the knowledge of having found that someone who helped you realize that state of being.
The problem arises when a person fails to recognise that beauty, peace is all internal and part of you and you need not hold on to another to see it. Also it is indeed difficult to find that one person who is going to be the one for you and make you realise your inner self in this increasing crowd. however, hold on and dont despair, life is all about learning (remember the big school?), thats what gives you the drive to move on and look forward. read somewhere "you will smile at it one day" and i promise you will by living your life to the fullest and living it youself with your own decisions, your own choices.
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After reading this material, one thing that I am becoming more and more sure of is that there isn't any heaven or hell...whatever is there, its here. We go through difficult lifetimes because we have lessons to learn that only suffering can teach us and earth is our school...its here we get rewarded and its here we get punished too...the purpose of god or the high above entity isn't to punish us, but for us to learn the lesson well.